In Loving Memory

It's taken me the 6th week to begin writing this. How does someone like ordinary me, speak about a soul that was so perfect in every way? I'll write this with tears. Ember Rose 'Bean' Bellandi. She was from Greece, a senior 'granny'. Found cold in the rain, had given up, she was found just in time. Anna Nikolaidou found her in Greece, after receiving a call from a local, about her needing rescue. She told me they had ultimately found her owner, who did not want her because she didn't hunt. Anna told me it's likely she spent her life being found, tossed, abandoned again by hunters who couldn't use her. The 'owners' decision was perfect, as it ultimately led her to Jennifer, and then to us. I loved her as soon as I saw her picture, with everything I am. She came into the house like she had always lived here. Our connection was immediate, she knew she owned me in every beautiful way. It was no different with her daddy, she knew she ruled the roost as we'd affectionately say. She had a beautiful happy jog, with this beautiful long flowing tail. She loved food, especially snacks, and she was a firecracker when she wanted them, she was relentless. She was also well known for getting her snack with me, then get another from daddy, playing the mom never gave me one game. It's how she got the nick name snackie monster. She loved to roll on her back, and she was always wagging her tail ( tail waggins). I tucked her in every night. I told her nobody loved her more than mommy and daddy except for God, and that was all the love. When we got the Jeep, she did her best napping in it, she loved to ride in it. We named the Jeep, EMBER ROSE, it was really hers after all. She loved us fiercely, with all she was/is. We were her first true love, forever. I could write so much more, but this I know is already long. We are so grateful for the gift of her. Sending her on ahead broke something inside me I'll never fix, not until I'm reunited with her one day. The way she would stare at me, right into my soul. It's nothing I could ever explain. She was pure joy. She made us laugh every single day. She was sent straight from God, our gift. Our precious Beanie, our lady bug, our snoopy girl, our forever #1 Jeep girl. Anna sadly passed away shortly before her. I feel she's with her. She loved her so much too. How did the world keep on going when you left without me bean? . I'll see you soon, my beautiful precious little girl....

Roxy, Our Pretty Girl, Where do I even begin to say how much you have brought to our lives? You and your sister Raven, have been our world since Day 1 after we brought both of you home at 11 weeks old. Who would have ever imagined our lives would be filled with so much love and joy? Every day an adventure, whatever it was, we were together through it all. Definitely making the best memories we'll forever hold in our hearts. We are so thankful for every one of those days and wish there were many more. Now, after losing Raven way too soon, six years ago, our hearts are broken again. At 16 1/2 years old and the things that come with it, we knew it was time to let you go. You were a true, loyal, constant companion and always a good girl your whole life because of your unconditional love. Which makes saying goodbye so painful. But what gives us comfort is knowing that you are with Raven again, running and playing like crazzzy. We will always love you and miss you both until the day we are all together again. So for now, we will just say "see ya later".

Miley, you were a saint. You saved me from so many premature endings to help me find Emily (your human anagram) to make sure I kept going. Johnny, your boy, loved you more than anything. You will never be forgotten, as I will live and act with your nature in mind...loving, caring companionship. I will live your legacy every single day or my life.

Serge was with us through some of the most formative years of our lives, from high school into adulthood, and he made every one of them better. He was big, goofy, and always had something to “say,” but he also had the softest heart and loved nothing more than cuddling with his people. He lived a full and happy life, surrounded by love, and gave us more than we could ever put into words. We will miss him deeply and love him forever.

Dearest Miguel, No words can describe how much you meant to me. You will forever be in my heart and always missed. You brought so much joy to my life and I hope I gave you the best life you deserved. You were and always will be my baby. There will never be another dog like you. You were such a blessing and I’m honored I could be your mommy here on earth. I know you’re now at rest with God and all the other doggies. You were so loving, loyal, and pleasant to be with. We have so many memories together that I’ll always treasure and never forget. You’ll always be my handsome little boy. I love you forever Miguel. ❤️

She was Hank's baby sister, Oso's big sister, and our Baby Bear. She was the perfect fit for our pack. We love you and miss you our little Holly Bear!

To my booty boy, my little old man, I miss you so much. The house feels so empty without you. I have so much love in my heart for you and now I have no where for it to go. I’ll spend the rest of my life missing you but it was my honor to be your mom. Good night my sweet boy

Chet, you were my soul cat and will always be missed. You had boundless love to give, comforting purrs, and the sweetest disposition.

Axel was a sweet, chaotic, loving, bubbly, menace haha he loved the pool, he loved his baths and always sat like the greatest boy. He loved all of his sisters and brother and even his unplanned daughter. He loved everyone who came to the house, he’d get so excited, needed to grab one of his toys to show off. He was beautiful, and he was so loved. I have over a thousand photos and videos and can’t upload them all, but please enjoy the beauty in which he was.

Toby was a sweet soul who will be terribly missed.